Sometimes you have the feeling of being sucked into a black hollow but you are also tempted to hide in it, or simply vanish into the wilderness. 
Sometimes you want so desperately to reach the summit, yet knowing well the other side of the mountain is the same old world.
Sometimes you are so tired of answering questions in an extravagant manner but answers always decide your fate. 
I have no grand answers.  I just want to take a look.

"You were misled by your own frustration and passivity, believing that what you were not allowed to have was what your heart was destined to embrace." - Waiting, Ha Jin